Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Creative Streak

I get bored very easily. In fact, I am always on the move, looking for new and exciting experiences. I crave adventure, and if my life gets stuck in a routine I quickly become depressed and lethargic. If I sit still for more than a few minutes, I begin to drift off to sleep.

I have often wondered if I have ADD but have just never been diagnosed. I spend a lot of time in my head, probably much more than I should, but this is just how I have learned to cope with life. I will often be in a conversation with a family member or friend when my mind begins to wander. Before I realize it, I am completely oblivious to what is being said. I'm not purposely trying to be rude, and it's not that I don't care about the other person and what they have to say. My mind just won't shut down. That's just how it works.

I feel the most fulfilled when I am in the process of creating something. I believe that creation is a gift, a drive within each of us, and there is nothing quite like seeing a project come to fruition.

I have quite a vivid imagination and at times it has led me into a fair amount of trouble. I just don't see the world like other people do. What may seem foolishness and fantasy may be reality to me. I don't draw the lines in the sand in the same spot as normal folks. No, I like to push the boundary a little.

Sometimes I wonder if it's not for attention, cravings from my childhood that were sometimes ignored as my parents were very busy with the church.

I have developed a talent for makeup, costumes, and acting. My favorite genre is horror and I always try to outdo myself, creating the most outlandish and freakish characters that I can imagine. My favorite horror character is Legault the Vampire. I have never lost a costume contest as this character. Indeed, I sometimes feel that he is my dark side, allowed to take shape and form when I put on the makeup and the cloak of darkness. I have even been told that my eyes appear to change color when I portray this character.

When my two oldest boys were younger, many weekends were spent filming crazy videos. The family got so tired of it all that I finally had to put an end to it. I was involved with several projects with friends including haunted houses, skits and plays while living in Eastern Kentucky.

I recently spent some time with my younger son, Alex, and we created a video using my Krypt Kiddies dolls. Alex did an amazing job putting the film together, working with the music and individual scenes. He has quite a talent for that sort of thing. We named our short film "Babies From Hell".



I was never into sports or cars, not like normal little boys. No,I could usually be found reading comic books or novels about Tarzan or Conan the Barbarian. As a teenager I was introduced to the role playing game Dungeons & Dragons. I still enjoy all of these hobbies, even as an adult.

So if you are ever speaking to me and you can tell that my mind is a million miles away, please realize that I am nor purposely being rude. My mind is simply formulating it's next adventure. Gently get my attention, bring me back to reality, and I'll do my best to listen.

1 comment:

  1. If you're always looking for the next great adventure you never really get to fully enjoy the experience of NOW.

    "Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."~~~Buddha

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